By peak divide peakdivide Bandcamp peakdivide Twitter peakdivide Linktree.
Released 5/6/2021.
Duration: 3:20.

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Contributors:

• Rachel Lake rachelklake Twitter (composition, vocals)
• Clara Maddux postergirlxoxo Twitter (composition, arrangement, guitars, bass, drums, lyrics)
• Vasily Nikolaev vastonikmusic Twitter (composition, mixing, mastering)

Tracks that reference EMPTY DIARY:

From Beyond:

• EMPTY DIARY (instrumental) by peak divide

Lyrics:

i wanna share what's in my heart
but my emotions tear apart
all the words, all the chords
before they have a chance

i try to write them in a book
but all the effort that it took
i'll rip the page
and let the pieces slowly drift away

i can't escape
this feeling and
the shadows that it casts from it's core

i can't find
a new light
to guide me back from the dark

every time i open up
this book of mine
i always find
it's all lost, all gone
no thanks to the endless loop of
apathy, perpetually
tearing up the pages of
my feelings to nothing
and i~~ can't make it stop

a melody
was effortlessly free
but now i only see
an empty diary

throw the notebook to the ground
to join the pages from it's bounds
had enough
this feeling stole the passion right out of me

i lay my head into my hands
i've given it all that I can
how do i
open up and let the words free

oh i reach out
to find a song
to give it a meaning for myself

and i'll take hold
and i'll cling tight
but it always slips away

every time i open up
this book of mine
i always find
it's all lost, all gone
no thanks to the endless loop of
apathy, perpetually
tearing up the pages of
my feelings to nothing
and i~~ can't make it stop

a melody
was effortlessly free
but now i only see
an empty diary