By keyboard cait ndividedbyzero Bandcamp ndividedbyzero SoundCloud.
Cover art by Xagave xagave Tumblr.
Released 8/27/2017.
Duration: 1:46.

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Tracks that E%ile references:

• Ruins by Erik Scheele

Artist commentary:

keyboard cait:

Like a few other tracks on this album, this was a last-minute emergency song made for a track that was dropped. The very title of this track is also lifted from the original submission. Though it was in a roundabout way, I'm glad I got to contribute to the album with a brand new piece!

This particular song features a lot of piano, owing to its predecessor's status as a solo piano composition. However, I thought some mournful strings would also represent the idea of Darkleer's exile well, and their slow, dark nature under the main piano melody expresses the shame and confusion he must have felt the entire time. It's hard being a highblood and expressing a sudden act of kindness that gets you ostracized from every upper caste, wrecks your social standing and upends your entire way of life. It's hard and nobody understands.

Xagave:

This made me think of Darkleer's life in general so here he is, standing proud and doing his job, and then his slouched form bemoaning his existence after being banished.