By Jamie Paige jamies.page Other jamiepaige Bandcamp jamieirl SoundCloud JamiePaigeIRL YouTube Spotify Spotify pamiejaige Twitter paisleypudge Twitter paisleypudge Tumblr.
Released 11/12/2021.
Duration: 3:56.

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Contributors:

• GUMI English

Lyrics:

I sat out in the rain
To soothe my racing brain
But anxiety comes through
When I begin to think of you
Oh I study where I am
To try and ground myself again
But I am led astray
And distracted by the rain

Oh, my gentle heart beats for you, oh
And all I can hear rings so true
But my gentle heart is pained to see
My darkest fears, my jealousy
So my gentle heart trusts in you
That you might know what to do

I talk to you again
We talk about our friends
And everything that we're built on
How when I'm down it seems far gone
And that feeling comes again
That doubt for everything I am
It's easier with you
But it's so hard for me to trust the truth

Oh, my gentle heart beats for you
And all I can hear rings so true
But my gentle heart is pained to see
All of the shadows inside of me
So my gentle heart breaks in two
When I think of losing you

I'm sprawled out in the rain
My energy is drained
And anxiety comes through
To tell me that my fear is true

It's roaring at my back
The pain of everything I lack
But I don't think its true
I'll trust that you can love me too